oh...yesterday mike online again..
pretty happy on it..
hehee...
so in love with him..even though he is always not with me..
now he is in france..
but still love him..
these day don know y..keep on thinking bout him,..even dream bout him last nite..
oh..
miss him so much le..

just argue with my mum..
she don trust me anymore..
keep on telling me my frens will cheated me la..bla bla bla..
i know she wan me good..but..
my frens don cheated me..ever..
haiz..somemore need me to find job la..bla bla bla..
the problem is i like freedom..
i m a bird on the air..
i don like to be controled...i like to be free...
haiz....
just don know how my life is goin on...
i cant see the future light..
wish i can move out n do something...
shit...
really....!!i m so serious on it...
more they push me..more i wanna go out..

some more my evil sister always talk bout stupid in front of my mum..
shit..damn hate her le..
she think she all that..
shit.....
always the one wo think she smarter than anybody..
shit..
i really very fed up oledi..
my mum now thinking i m not looking for job la..bla bla bla...
really stupid!!!!!!1
damn hate her actually..!!