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yesterday just msn with darling mike...quite happy to hear from him..
notice that he is ok..fine..
everything in his family is fine n good..
i feel so release..n relieve too..

yesterday v talk something bout 3 somes..
that his fantansm..
he imagine i make love with gal n guy at the same time...3 person at once..
hahah...
that really wild...
hahaha;..
i not reject to try actually...
cos it is just somthing new..but at this moment i not ready to try..
maybe one day wen our relatioship is stable..n i hv nothing to worry..
i ll try..maybe..
hehehe..

yesterday in the conversation..i can see he is really care bout me...
n i really happy with it..cos i ask him if i sleep with other guy...he said he will be very sad on it..just if he do the same way to me..i ll be very sad too..

yes it is true..
all i want from him is himself only..
i hope he belongs to me..only for me..not for others..his ex-wife or someone else..
but i know it is impossible..cos he has so many responsible n burden..
haiz..
wen my wish can come true..
so long i guess..