2/8/09

today is sunday...bit nervous bout tonite event....bout dyuelife soft lauching..
i bring jamie along..n jamie bring one of her fren come over....

tomorrow need to start work oledi..bit nervous n excited too..
quite complicated ...
now i still lost bout my future..but i m sure that it will become more clearly..after i start my work..
i don know the decision of involve myself in dyuelife is the rite choice for me onot..
but wo knows..never try never know..
i just don wan to let go the opportunity that i hv..maybe tis is the my time..as long as i hv do the best i can..
rite..?

today still miss mike..
i don know whether i should believe in him onot..but wo knows..
just always tel myself don take it so serius bout wat he said to me.
cos not worth it..
tis is wat i keep telling myself..
remember..don take it so serious...!!
if not at the end u ll hurt badly....very badly!!!!

1/8/09

finally..mike yesterday online, v chat for a while..n i know wat he think..
i don know whether i wan to believe mike onot..but my heart stil believe on wat he said.
i told all my frens that v broke up oledi..
i decided eveything go underground..so they won hv any comment on our relaitonship..since all my frens don like him..
they think mike is a liar..a playboy..
i m pretty sad actually..but think further..
they just wan the best for me,,
i understand that..
i don blame them.

i know wat ll goin to happen at the end..i think all the consequenses...
so i m ready on it..
wish everthing is good....